The little poet


I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.   Someday you will cry for me, like I cried for you. Someday you'll miss me, like I missed you. Someday you'll need me like I needed you. Someday you'll love me but I wont love you.   I hate when you smile at me, because you make me crazy about you. I hate when you talk to me, because you make me run out of words. I hate you when I see you, because you make me love you more.
  I cry lonely tears of sadness, that only my pillow see's, my heart is screaming for you, you meant the world to me.   How can I forget you when you're always on my mind? How can I not want you, when you're all I want inside? How can I let you go, when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you, when you control my heart?  
How would you know if he really loves you? It's when you scream, he's calm. When you slap him, he kisses you. When you cry, he hugs you and when you tell him you hate him, he tells you he loves you.   How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?   I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same. Although I smile and seem carefree, there is no one who misses you more than me.
  When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I met you, I was afraid to love you. When I loved you, I was afraid to loose you.   Someday you will call me, and I will not answer ... Someday you will reach for me, and I will not be there to hold you ... Someday you will search for me, and I will not be found.  
The worst feeling is not being lonely. It's being forgotten by someone you could not forget.   If I can't have you at least I was able to know I had you. Someday you will know that I was the one for you.   You told me that you need me ... You told me that you miss me ... You told me that you love me ... But you never told me, that you were going to leave me.